7/30/04 - 42 years old
Things are going well. I have
set some short term goals and I am meeting them. Daddy is doing well
and we have settled into what seems to be a good working routine. My
blood pressure is terrible and I am learning to let go of all
unnecessary stress. This includes what should be ordinary stress of
everyday life, but since I definitely don't live an ordinary life I have
had to redefine what stress is for me.
I had not realized until
lately what an emotional toll the divorce took on me. It has taken me 9
years since I left Bobby and 6 years since the divorce to rebound. I
see a future starting to formulate beyond the dream stage.
I have
been finding homes for dogs from a puppy mill. It was a slow start but
things seem to be falling into place. Even my credit is improving for
the first time since the divorce. I realize I am just starting to
rebuild my life even though I thought I was doing it all along.
10 Goals
1. Lose weight
2. (can't read it)
3. give myself a break
4. write a book
5. learn computer
6. make money
7. move
8. make new connections - both business and personal
9. get glasses
10. learn something new
For
many years I used to write myself a letter on Christmas and my
birthday. I thought they were all lost when I lost everything when I got
sick 7 years ago. I found this one today.
I guess I don't need to write these letters anymore since I started blogging my ass off 6 years ago
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