It's been a few years since I had them. The last time was when I was
pretty weak with my health and once again I am weakened. Do they mean
anything? I don't know. But it is strange they are back. They don't
scare me. This time there is a comfort to them...perhaps I'm ready for
them this time...or perhaps I know there is nothing to them.
This
time I saw the light. You know the bright, all encompassing light that
will absorb you if you go into it. The last time I had these dreams I
would run when I saw it. I wanted nothing to do with it. This time I
decided to embrace it. To see what it was all about.
I was in my
apartment and I saw the light under the door. I recognized it
immediately. It's not just any light. It is as if the sun were right
there at my doorway. I was happy to see it and I went to open the door
when the door opened for me. More specifically a man opened the door.
He stood there welcoming me. I couldn't really see him because he was
back lit from the sun so he was just a shadow. So I walked to the door
but I was so excited that I was going to see what this light was all
about that I woke up.
As
I said I've had these dreams before but it was a few years ago. Then I
would run from the light. There was a couple of times I went into a
white tunnel and was zipped along like I was in a wormhole in a Star
Trek movie. Nothing came of it. I woke up each time fascinated by the
heiroglyphic symbols flashing past me in the walls.
Then there was
the time Jesus came to get me. I was lying there so weak I couldn't
raise my arms then Jesus was by my side. Then 2 angels came and started
to lift me from my body. There was one each under each arm and I could
feel myself sitting up out of my body. I could feel myself ripping
free from my body. This scared the hell out of me and I screamed, "No,
I'm not ready!" and I pulled free from the angels and I woke up.
Do
the dreams mean anything. Who knows. But I wasn't having them when I
was feeling relatively healthy even though I'm not. Now I'm just a
shell. People actually avert their eyes when they see me again. It's
been a few years since that happened as well.
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